my blags…blogs bah?

I want to write to express but my words can’t fit to what i want to say… im so occupied, confused that i don’t even know why Im doing this.. everyone must have an exit.. and i certainly need one. ive been in a bitter-sweet situation for quite sometime. I hate it - yet i dont know whos to blame? is it me and my stupid EGO? or Im ending up consumed by greed that keeps me wanting for more than what i have and what i need… im  going indeed into something that my rational and irrational mind cant comprehend?. im so wooried.. its not like me to seek answer from people, perhaps im just too desperate to express this emotion deep inside me.. this fog in my path.. i want to see what ahead. to prepare to anticipate and perhaps save what i want to save. i hate it- i do hate it. i often end up staring at the anything my eyes could catch.. asking my self… what should i do? am i doing the right thing? There’s so many women ive been through and waiting for my call, each posesses a unique personality and everyone love them. I love the life had choosen .. .but temptation were always haunting me.. promising me for a grater benifit.. should i reconsider it? and give up? or hold on to what i have choosen- the one that as far as i know, i loved… My mind and heart is in a turmoil.. What should it really be?… could anyone help me?  im derperate.. this could be the gratest choice that ill ever make.. the turning point of my history.. the choice for a better good or worst… i cant take the pressure… i cant take it any more.. anu ba talaga! DEAL or NO DEAL?

Mahilig akong bumasa, makinig at manood ng patalastas sa TV. noon nga naglalaro pa kami ng mga pinsan ko ng "pitik" (kung sino ang makahula ng pangalan ng produkto ay siyang pipitik).

Pero napansin ko lang eh masyado nang despirado ang mga advertisers (maliban na lang sa iilan na tunay naman magaling). Madalas kase akong nakarinig ng maling impormasyon sa pagpapahayag ng produkto. kung anu-anu kemikal o sangkap daw ang meron sila kaya naturingang epektibo. halimbawa na lang ng IONIX - eh kahit saan sulok ng periodic table eh walang un.( hinde po ako chemist kaya correct me if im wrong). Meron pang nagsabi na balakubak ay sanhi ng bacteria- eh sanhi naman talaga nito eh fungi magkaibang uri talaga ng organismo yun. Meron pa ang iba eh sa testimoniya dinadala, may drama, comedy, horror… hahaha

How to start a blog… to tell you honestly i dont even know what blogs means. I had friends na active sa pag-uupdate ng mga blogs nila, ikanga parang published diary.. hehe..

well dont ask me why i do this "blog thing" its just i want to express my thoughts in writing.. and may be on the process, it will enhance my spelling abilities… (in which on the record eh napakalagpak I even bought a book on spelling…

ahhhhh… twing !!! i got an idea.. let’s talk about spelling… i mean my life in spelling…

I believe… a good title for this topic will be.. how to spell my life with spelling… hahaha

My first spelling problem… my name.. it really took me some time,paper, pencils, lots of paper and class record ng mom ko just to learn how to write my name. i wrote my name everywhere.. sa board while my mom is teaching.. (my mom nga pala is a teacher).. sa table.. sa arm chair na kahit wala nang espasyo dahil puno na ito ng: Photosynthesis - process of .. o di kaya, Cell is the basic unit of.., on ang Carlo love Jane ( may malaking heart pa sa gitna yan) at syempre ang walang kamatayang tatak ng pinoy " pangit ang bumasa nito".

Walang nakapagpigil sa akin sa pagsanay… hangang sa natututunan kong isulat ang pangalan ko bago pa man ako pumasok ng preparatory scholl sa AGAPE (situsted at cotabato city).. cge yan muna for now… i hope i still have more non-sense to share with you guys.

Ouch ang sakit ng bagsak ko.. i think ganyan talaga pag-first time…

Ay BLOGS pala? abi ko BLAGS gid… hehehe